And Then there was Darkness

The year of 2006 began with a whimper from the clouds of the mind where insanity and destruction has grown throughout the many years of time for me. There will always I guess be a part of me that yearns for a long lost friend of the devil. This old friend is cunning and baffling to all, that crosses it’s path, especially those who have not made the acquaintance as I have, so many years ago. Some day when my time is up and I do not carry this old nemesis on my shoulder or breathing in my heart as I pass on to the next plane; I know that I will have won the battle that is fought in turmoil.

This darkness would not be so encompassing if it did not reflect itself upon those who did not deserve it. That’s the real battle going on, that distresses me so. I have many solders that have stood by my side throughout this seemingly endless opus of despair. Some, who have always held a beacon of hope, some who have compassion. Those who feel free to speak vile things of the weakness. And there are some who just can’t stand the pain any longer. For all these people who really never leave my heart but somehow are captured by another soul, which dwells within me I am angered by the destruction that this has brought upon their caring and loving ways.

It has been some time, not much, that has peeked through the clouds and it has not been an easy storm to bear, for anyone. I am grateful to those who look me in the eye and say…

Let There Be Light